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Last Update 2021.12.14

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To tell the truth, I fell in love with Hiromu-chan-sensei at a very bad time, and I didn't even know anything about her. But I like women and I like Toda so it made sense at the time. I don't regret it? But I am a gross otaku..

I want to discover her homepage and exchange links with her. I want to email her shyly, telling her I like her website, and to my embarrassment she tells me exactly what she likes about my writing. Then, over the course of many months, we would talk about many different things together...

She would ask me why I have the obsessions I do, and despite both of us being so frail and busy, we would spend as much time as possible behind the screen. Maybe she'd throw me a bone and hand me her handle on another website. Maybe I would have found it already and stayed quiet about the situation, until she initiates it...

Eventually she would confide in me that her personal life is no good, and her way of coping is by acting crazy behind the screen. Maybe she has a boyfriend and he treats her like crap, or maybe she's a harlot who sleeps with men on a regular basis... maybe she does crazy things for attention, or she cuts herself, or she overdoses on OTC medication regularly... but she truly, truly looks forward to writing to me...

It's at this point when I realise that I'm the only man I want her to know and sleep with, and with this knowledge, it comes to me that I'm in love with her. I spend several nights, weeks, maybe months in agony, all while messaging her with a heavy heart and sick feeling in my stomach. I don't want to stop messaging her but I have no idea how to make this go away. I feel creepy.

But then it happens, and poor little miss Hiromu-chan-sensei, the Poverty Dew Dreamer of my very own dreams... she says it to me: I really like you... I think I'm in love with you... I'm tired of all these men... and suddenly, I want to vomit... maybe I do. After that, I return to my computer, and she's already apologised for her words. Hiromu-chan-sensei has begged me for forgiveness, and asked me if she should cut herself as apology, or if she should do something worse, or if I want to never talk to her again... I don't know how to respond. I tell her, I want to meet you in real life already.

It occurs to me that I'm insane for not meeting her in real life, and yet I want her to be my girlfriend, no, my wife. There are tears in my eyes. I'm an idiotic human being.